Ok,I'm calmer 
Right, so son missed his appointment but it has been rearranged, for Monday which is excellent! I also figured arsehole's behaviour will only help me in the future too. I suppose the only route left open to him is supervised access, but he's as good as told me that if it comes to that he wants it near him because he's not travelling up here, rofl! I so hope he pushes that point if he ever does it anywhere. Though whether he will or not, I'll just have to wait and see. He seems to think that I should be the one organising access and that I should be putting myself out for his sake. Maybe he doesn't actually realise that I don't give a hoot - if I never saw him again it would be too soon.
So, last night I watched the new Big Brother. It looks like it's going to be good, a bunch of total freaks, all egotistical - let's hope that the public are warming to the idea of not booting the nice ones out this time. I think there was one I figured seemed OK, good start!
I am sooooo bored today! The last couple of days I've done the house good and proper. Not my usual tidy round and clean, but really good. And now it's all done and there's nothing left to do and I'm bored to tears. I could do the attic, it's an absolute bomb up there, but it's the kids' space. We have an agreement that it's a no-go area for me. They can make as much mess as they like and I won't touch it. They can tidy it up if and when they like, it's their responsibility. I might try and coax them into letting me 'help' them tidy later on.
I could do the gardens but it's piddling down.
I want a job, I'm getting cabin fever stuck in the house like this. I love being a mum, but I hate, hate, hate this stay-at-home stuff. I need a job where they'll let me work during school hours, probably let me have half terms and holidays off too - do they exist?
Oh I'm much too bored to write anything remotely interesting. I'll come back when I've got something to say!
